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You can all think whatever you want about my sentimentality, but I still miss my sister very much 8'(
I am currently working on a song for her (with lyrics - yes, that means vocals too). My friend is going to show me a few pointers this weekend on editing live recorded sounds (such as guitar and vocals) and I should have it posted on the 19th (for her 1 year 6 months memory). If you have no idea what I'm talking about, check out my song titled "Holding on "Fuck"".

-I love you, Stephanie

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Nov. 14, 2007 | 11:15 PM BlackWingz says:

It's horrible to know that she was taken away from this world. The pain will probably never go away so let it out in the best way, music. I bet she'll love the song you're making ^-^

Nov. 15, 2007 | 1:11 AM andrew-parker responds:

thanks man 8)

yeah, i dont think i will ever get over it. its not so much the fact that shes gone as it is the fact that her life was in the hands of some careless bastard drunk. and also the fact that i never fully appreciated her. its so fucking true that we dont care about something until we lose it. i want to stab myself mad with regrets...

Nov. 15, 2007 | 1:30 PM goneloco92 says:

Hey... i really like your style of music and most of your songs. Im deeply sorry for the lost of your sister, but at least you still got some rememberance (dunno how you spell it <.<) of her. =]
by the way i really like your song shank, because i like beatboxing also and its pretty funny. i really hope to see more of your outstanding work.
if you dont mind you can send me a few good new pieces >.> , but i might have some or something... >.>

But anyways ill always look forward to you.

-Scotty

Nov. 16, 2007 | 2:58 PM andrew-parker responds:

thanks. beatboxing is fun!! 8)

Nov. 16, 2007 | 9:58 PM NewGroundCylon says:

I'm sorry for your loss man, but time allows you to deal with the tragedy. The world is not easy and it is not going to get any easier, but your love for you sister will keep you going. Love never dies it is infinite.

Also your music rocks!

Nov. 17, 2007 | 12:54 AM s8nsangl says:

that it is very beautiful I don't think I could comprehend such a lose and it sounds like you loved her very much. It is said that pain and passion is the drive of an artist soul. This is probably even more so for a musician...I just feel that your drive should not have been made this way, but for every sacrifice there is a postive out come. However, very few believe in the positive side of death. I enjoy your music and I am happy that you appreciate my comments. I think I'm too modest to take pride in anything I do, but I am very aware of talent and skill. I believe you have both. I also think that it was cruel that the powers that be and mankind would take away something... something that means so much to you.
Your work is beautiful and if it is a reflection of you than I truly believe you and anything you do will affect this world and I hope that you will eventually succed in your endevours. Great respect and friendship, Tim

Nov. 17, 2007 | 1:22 PM andrew-parker responds:

see, people like you make everything much more easily dealt with. thanks for all of your reviews and support. 8)

Nov. 17, 2007 | 11:48 PM Chicolatino85 says:

About your sister i am sorry. I lost my best friend when I was little and I still cant forget that loss, I know I cant compare the loss of a friend with one of a sister, but the pain is shown in different ways. However I put my heart into my classical songs which I havent put on newgrounds yet, to express that friend that she will always be remembered. I even though of a way to think of her as part of my music so when I am playing i feel like she is with me again.
I best advice would be to create a song for every year or day that she ever shared with you. Like a photo album but instead a music album.